I would give up everything just to have a child.







I was talking about this with friends a few weeks a go, talking about when we're gonna have kids as such. And this really upset me because it reminds me of how badly I want children. I would do anything for my kid and I would look after it no matter what.







I'm obviously young and I'm not IN a relationship at the moment, but I feel as if I want to fast forward time just so I'm older and more responsible to have kids. It gets me down so much because it's going to be YEARS until I'll probably have children. I'm so impatient and I hate being at the age I'm at now (I'm 15, turning 16 this year).







I always think about what how many children I want, what I'm going to call them, feed them, read them bedtime stories, how I would do their hair and clothes and help them with their homework etc. I honestly believe I would be a good mother as I would be so caring and put them before anything else. It's almost as if I wish I was in a completely different life.







How do I get over this?