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im crying for help
I'm not okay. I hate myself i hate that i feel like im screwed up so many bad things have happened in my life but i cant cry. i literally was told it was my fault my bio mom started meth again. she told me that on my 16th birthday instead of saying happy birthday son. and i couldn't cry. i feel screwed up cuz there are so many moments that i should be crying but i cant. i just cant do it anymore i feel alone i feel like a freak because all these depressed people say they cry all the time and i cant. i cant shed a tear. i debate my every emotion because i feel like im just a lie my feelings are fake and its just me trying to feel or faking and idk what to do anymore
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Hi,
hating Yourself can complicate things, you should do what you can and if you can't do more, then you should not hate yourself for that as it is pointless and makes things worse for you any others.
i usually cry when things get emotional in movies or TV series:
https://www.ecosia.org/search?q=how+to+cry :love: