ive been hanging out with my friend and only him for almost 2 years or so



but he has other friends to hang out with, but no one asks me to hang out with them



i do have other friends to consider hanging out with, but they already have a group of their own that they hang out so i dont feel comfortable just asking to hang out



i am so tedious and paranoid when it comes to this kind of thing in my social/friendship part of my life cuz i feel so insecure that everybody (including my best friend) i know hangs out with other people, while im just sitting in my house all day without anyone asking me



these thoughts do not go through my head every day but at the moment it makes me feel lame and boring just because... i really need help right now