ok to start wif a little about my self, i go to school and i work part time,
i like to go home after work at nite and read or play video games and
most of the time on the computer.
im also a very strait person like i dont drink smoke or take any kind of drugs.
But i also have many friends who like going out at nite clubing drinking and
having fun with guys which is not my kind of nite.
My friends are always asking me togo out to partys and drink and meet
guys take drugs and that i do not want todo.
im scared now that my friends are starting to think along the gay sides
because i have not sleeped with a guy before and hostly this does not
bother me one bit.
I also feel confused as well I wish someone could tell me what the point of spending your entire paycheck on alcohol in one night and clubing.
They also ask me how come I have such a strong stance against drugs if I've never tried them. "Don't knock it til you tried it" they say. And I say the best way to beat addiction is to never start. Same with sex. All my friends have lots of guy friends talking about who did who. Asking me when I'm going to get a boyfriend and do it with them.
well the question is what would you do in my shoes???
i mean i like my friends very much and do not want to lose them.
But the guys they hang wif are always trying stuff on me.
If anyone can understand what im trying to say please i do need a
lead in the right path?
And has anyone alse been through this?